Tuesday, August 25, 2015


UNFORGETABLE  MOMENT

I do not know whether you will believe or not on what I am going to write, but it is a true story.  This story was there in mind from my childhood days but today i thought that I should share with all of you. I do not know how many people believe on astrology but in my case, i was forced to believe on it more precisely when i was on 10th standard. Do you believe on what teacher’s say, for instant, if you become naughty then you will definitely fail in examination? I was forced to believe when i was on 7th standard.  Please read further......

I was in 4th standard in village primary school; i had gone for fishing along with my other friends during class time. But as it became too late to return teacher went around searching for us and he found us fishing. So he brought all of us to the class room and called all our parents and complained against us. But instead of scolding us, our parents scolded the teachers saying that they were irresponsible. So the teacher became too angry. Next day when we came to school teacher asked us to spell the CHALK. Nobody was able to spell it, even i did not know it. But when teacher asked me, the correct spelling came from my mouth. I do not know how it came. Teacher thanked me and said in this village you will alone pass in 10th standard and all other will fail.

In 1999 i completed my primary school and went to start minor school. During that time due to great cyclone in Odisha most of the schools and colleges were washed out, but fortunately where i had joined that school was saved. I finished standard 6th in 2000s and admitted for 7th standard. On our way to school we had to cross the river. During that time there was no good road facility and i did not have cycle also. One day it was raining heavily, Father was in Kolkata and sister had gone to aunt’s house, me and my mother were at home.  Nobody went to school that day because of the heavy rain but my mother compelled me to go to the school. So despite of the rain i went to school and reached school at 11:30. When my teacher saw me and he didn’t scold but rather gave me his towel to dry my hair and told me that in 10th standard I would only pass among all in the village. I did not take it seriously.

I finished my 7th standard and went for high school education. I am not saying that i was a brilliant student but i think teacher’s grace was there always with me. When we reach the 10th standard, one day we all students went to a astrologer to show our palm and to know whether we will pass in 10th standard. So the astrologer checked everyone’s hand and said all of you will pass. So we all became happy and came back to our homes. On the same day evening that astrologer came to my house and told my mother that he had checked every one of my friend’s hands and had promised that your son will only pass in the village. I feel like crying when i remember about this matter. And the same astrologer had told me ‘in your life you will get two precious things which will make you life in better condition’. But still i did not take it seriously.

After writing the 10th standard exam we all came back to the village and i started teaching the primary class students. And till now i cannot forget my exam date, because on the first exam day our Bollywood star Amresh Pori passed away which made us to remember the exam day forever. So after few days my result came and whole village was surprised. Out of 15 students from my village i was only passed. But other student started blaming me saying that teacher provided copy to me so i passed the exam. But my mother refused me to quarrel with others. After that our family tragedy life started for which i was not able to continue my education. So i came to Bangalore in 2005 to earn money. From 2005 to 2009 i was moving from one company to another company to work for higher salary. But whatever i was earning was nothing to pay our loan. But in 2009 i got two precious things and that astrologer and teachers proved their words were to be correct. That two precious things which the astrologer mentioned was nothing but my two friends(Balaji and Mahek). Those who pulled me out from the hell and made me graduate and now i am pursuing my master degree. I have never seen the god but i have realised the god in my two friends who have appeared in our critical situation to help us. When all our relatives went way from us, they came to our rescue.

“So sometimes some things make us unforgettable in our life”. I was thinking to share all this moment from long time but today i did it so. Thank god for giving me two precious persons in my life. They have remained a perennial support in my life. Happiness is a inside job” But happiness which i was looking for in the University was perhaps not the cup of my tea. When i entered University i had met with a good friend and we both were very happy. But one day she left me alone to be with other which i cannot forget till my death. It hurts me so much. But i must learn to let go in life all the hurt feeling.

Saturday, January 25, 2014

My Perception In 2013



             My Perception In 2013
 After finishing  4th  semester exam I was planning to visit Odisha to meet my parents. After few days went there and spent seven days with my parents. Came back & started preparing for my GCPP graduate course. One of my friend helped me financially to join GCPP course. In order to write the final exam students as to attend two work shops, one was held in foot of the Nandi hill and another one in Bangalore. Most of the students came to attend the workshop. It was too interesting and made me to understand about the public policy.

Before the exam my friend made me to go for the social auditing and to gain knowledge to attend the GCPP final exam. He also suggested me to attend the International Public Policy conference held in IIM Bangalore, which was for three days. As per his suggestion I attend the conference and mate many professors those who came from different University across the global. On the three day of conference we got certificate from IIM Bangalore, finally we had group photo, but unfortunately failed to collect the photo. It would be great help if any one who had attend the conference with me please share the photo. Wrote GCPP exam after three month, now waiting for my certificate.

After that it was time to pursue fifth semester BA.  I was too happy to join final year to finish my degree. By the time got fourth sem result in which I got first division. After three month I had to face final exam of fifth semester BA and now waiting for result. After exam I went Odisha for one week to meet my parents. Came back from Odisha & started going to collage for computer course.
From January 16th regular collage started. First day few students came day by day all started coming to collage. Always I am trying to know something new in class room because of that I am trying to ask new question everyday to my teacher. Also teachers are very happy to give answer of my question. But few students in collage are very angry on me because I am always asking question to teacher.

My political teacher has strong faith on me that I will become something in my life. On 4th semester I have scored little less marks in economics, so some students are very happy that I got less mark. One day a student stood up and said sir I got more marks in economics.   After hearing from him he asked me about my result, when he came to know my result he said me to not worry about marks. He said me Manoj I am not regret about your marks because I know you have tried your best.

Thanks to my both friends who helped me and tried so much to give me quality of education. But it is not end of my education, I have to go for higher education.   

Friday, December 14, 2012


TODAY’S  SOCIETY
According to Aristotal man is a political animal /social animal  because he lives in society with some restriction .Those who lives without society they may either god or demon.

There was a time when people used to share their problem with others and one was trying to understand other problem. But that time is no more existing. During British rule Gopabandhu dash(freedom fighter in Orissa) who was from a poor family left his eight years son on bed who was suffering from fever and left to save the thousand of sons from famines. He used to distribute the rice among poor family.  Gopabandhu Dash known as Utkalamani was a social worker, reformer, political activist, journalist, poet and essayist. 

But now our society is completely changed. Nobody cares about others. Crime is increasing day by day, every where corruption. As specially our ministers have passed BA on Corruption. Before election will be telling I will do this and that. I will get good infrastructure facility to our society. But after election  they just forget what they told to people and becomes busy with to build their own infrastructure and loot the govt as much as possible.
Govt announced that those who crossed age of sixty they should get old age pension but there are some people who already crossed eight years but they are not able to get pension and there are some people those who are only fifty years they are getting pension, this is our society. Ministers are coming to distribute the pension but before giving pension asking  to whom will you give vote.If you says you then it is your good luck otherwise wait two more days for pencion. 

After cyclone in 1999 in Orissa govt  distribute money to rebuild the broken house. Gents per head 3000 and ladies per head 1500. Some politicians started giving their  wife, daughter, and daughter’s daughter ,son, brothers, brothers’s son, son’s son. On other side daughter’s husband and completely others name from her family. I mean I want to say that while people was getting two times there were some people those who did not get single rupee.
In our society if you have more money you are success in all field otherwise you go to hell.

But one thing I have learnt from my friends that he used to say me Badal that we can not change the hole society at least we should try to change ourself. Then society will automatic get change. I am following them and waiting hole society to change.


Saturday, December 1, 2012

After Examination
My 3rd sem exam got over on 26 november. College will be resume from  january 2013.On last day of exam i went to Lalbagh garden with my college friends and after that we all went for lunch and back to home. Thinking what to do now ?

 I can not go to my home because Sanjay (Office director) is not yet back from USA. So I thought to go Tirupati for taking one day leave from office. Anyway exam paper was batter then last sem exam.I hope my marks will increase then last year marks.

I am always worry about my career. How much money I am earning its not enough to maintain my self and my family. I have very good friends those are  supporting for my studying.In office also I am friendly to all employ. I don’t know , will I able to complete my degree peacefully or I have to struggle a lot ?

 Since the college starts one student used to raged me, when he slaped me and told me that if you will say any teacher I will   not let you to come college. I went and informed to teachers. On same  day  only teacher came and explain to that student and warned him to not raged with me. 

Thanks god now I got relax from that boy. Now waiting for exam result  

Friday, November 30, 2012


After Examination
My 3rd sem exam got over on 26 december. College will be resume from  january 2013.On last day of exam i went to Lalbagh garden with my college friends and after that we all went for lunch and back to home. Thinking what to do now ?

 I can not go to my home because Sanjay (Office director) is not yet back from USA. So I thought to go Tirupati for taking one day leave from office. Anyway exam paper was batter then last sem exam.I hope my marks will increase then last year marks.

I am always worry about my career. How much money I am earning its not enough to maintain my self and my family. I have very good friends those are  supporting for my studying.In office also I am friendly to all employ. I don’t know , will I able to complete my degree peacefully or I have to struggle a lot ? 

 Since the college starts one student used to raged me, when he slaped me and told me that if you will say any teacher I will   not let you to come college. I went and informed to teachers. On same  day  only teacher came and explain to that student and warned him to not raged with me. 

Thanks god now I got relax from that boy. Now waiting for exam result  

Monday, January 9, 2012

My conversation with principal


My First conversation with Principal

Oh.....my god.I was too scared when I went to meet with Principal.Because today after second period I went out side for food.But it became late to class.Hindi madam came to take class but when she did not see me in class room she left after 15 minits.Principal asked her why she is not takeing class.

She told him in class room My bag is there but from last 15 minits she waited for me but I did not back.He asked her about me ,whether I am regular student or not ,whether I passed exam or not.Hindi teacher told him details about me.So principal send her again for me to take class and told her he want to meet with me..I came to class after 30 minits.She took class for next 20 minits.

I went to meet with principal.He asked me where did I go but told him lie
that I went to rest room because I was too scared.He told me why I did not inform to teacher.After that he asked about me.I told everything about me how I came to study further and how I solved my family problem.i told details about my friends also.
He asked me where am I working and how much salary I am getting.I told him details.How much I am sending to home and how much I am keeping with me.
He told me you are a good boy but you should always good from your heart always.He told me I dont want to see your single absent again. And he told me I should not cheat any one in my life then I can reach my Gol.He told me I should be try to become like my friends.He called me near to his table and hug me and shake hand with me.And told me best of luck,Oh........realy I felt so prould .I am so sorry because I cheated to a person in my life.i will ask for excuse when time will come.For now I can not say any thing to him.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

My life in 2011


Good bye 2011!

welcome 2012!.I hope 2012 will also come with good experiences and will bring many success in my life. Actually 2011 was not bad year for me because I got success in many place. First I got success getting first division in PUC from Mandari college in Orissa.Second I was trying to study further after PUC and I got success in that also.In 2011 I met with many good teachers.And I came return to Bangalore for my further study.

I applied in many college but I forget to bring my migration certificate. For that I went to my native twice in a month. That time I supposed to utlize time carefully but I spend some time there for festival. It became little late to come back Bangalore. For that reason I got scolding from my friend but that scolding was helpful for me and taught me a lesson to not waste our usefull time. Anyway always there will be a teaching full lesson behind their scolding.

I applied in Vijaya Evening college because I have to go for work during on daytime.I applied for BSC.When I met with principal he asked some question from mathematics in front of my friend.Thank god I gave answer to that.I got less mark in maths paper in PUC. He saw my mark sheet and told me you have to do well in maths. But after that I got news that I can not study BSC because being a arts student. For that reason I converted it to BA.

I met with all teachers in class room. They were teaching in Kannada only .I told him that I am out of state I can not understand kannada. After that that also tried to teach in english. I got some good friends female as well as male. They all are good. But some stupid friends are there those who are always getting jealous with me. Whatever I don’t care about them because I have to finish my degree there. In test exam I scored very less mark for that reason Hindi madam scold me so much in front of all the teacher. After final exam I realized that she did not scold me she sawed me a path to get more mark in exam how my friends showing me path in every situation.
I got third in class but I am not happy because I got less mark in Economics. I have to develop in Economics. Like this 2011 came to end in my life. I hope 2012 will bring good knowledge with good experience in my life.I am going to ShravanaBelagola to travel for new year special.
Welcome 2012.